...~~~** He only liked me for my Cheese...**~~~...

Well, I dont really know what to write about this whole... situation... Its very strange, and I never expected anything so horrible to come out. I didn't expect anything... I thought things were going smoothly between everybody...

Guess not.

I guess it was there all along, and I always just blew it off, or was just in denial, but it seems that I didn't really know a lot of people... not as good as I thought I new them anyway.

Now is a time of tests and change, and We'll all find out who we really care about and who actually cares about us in return, so lets hope we all make it through...

 Yay~ Julie got a little fetus thingy, so they were all cute and stuff so I got one, too.

Today was sooo boring, It was a half day. SO i wake up, go to school and visit Zack in the morning, and then I just go to class

Then at lunch Julie and I randomly walked around the school, realizing how pointless it is, and how randomly they have weird things. Like guys ith their heads in the cieling.

Like they had these little boxes on the wall, FOR NOTHING, with NO PURPOSE, and they changed the lights switches, and they like, had these sewege mini manholes in the middle of the floor. Its so weird. Sometimes you think that school is really newer, but then you see thigns like, Athletic feats that haven't been updated in 30 years, and like really old and moldy air condishiners.... weckkk..

Then I came home. THen ... nothign else happened. I'll see ya .

Jess

::sigh:: i havent been in school for a while... i havent been updating for a while... im an idiot, and they'res nothing i can do about it, but o well. im going ot flunk out of school, probably drop out, and go live with the bum.

i spent the past three days in my house pondering things, pretending to do my homework, when they're no point to it... no reason to do it... ive been mising my friend dearly. on friday i stayed home... on saturday i stayed home... on sunday i saw zack for a little while ... but i havent done much else.

ive sat around and attempted to entertain myslef by watching my old favorite shows on Scifi. or watch old scary movies, which are scary but in a corny as hell way like amityville horrors one two and three...

ive been bored past boredom, and i am more than ready to return, im not going to california, ever probably, and im tired as hell. im not going to sleep tonight i dont think... but o well... limitations and restrictions like i venever even begun to imagin have been placed on and around me, things i thought id be doing im not going to be doing, hopefully ill have more intereseting things to write about...

of course my free weekend everyones dissapearing lol. no on will be here i dont think,, ill jsut stay in again... ill need a few things though... hopefully i can be provided with them... ill not know til tomorrow. well i geuss ill write alter... see ya

Jes

SCUMBAG OF  THE YEAR GOES TO: JASON TRAGER:

ewww wtf jason trager is so disgusting ... yesterday  i went to this mandatory band rehearsal and he shows up.... god only knows why he chose that time to ride his bike to school, but maybe its jsut because hes such a loser that he goes to school for no   reason at all. so  then this guys zappy who i always play the 'penis game' with shows up and i automatically yell 'PENIS', jason trager buts in and yells out "thats sumething youll never get jess" wtf? did i ask you? no! and guess what thats something youll never own!! you fetus fuck!and the whole five minutes i spent out there waiting for my friends to come,he stands there harassing me whatever, hes just gonna keep doing it just because i have some level of standards and class and i wouldn't get with his disgusting ass what a skank...g2g bus byez

so i woke up this morning and today was cool as hell! i dunno why i just had a way better day then yesterday. i woke up went to zack's as usual, we took the bus, and today people i didn't know in class actually talked to me! i felt so good. i gave the fuggin bitch her book back so now maybe she'll either leave me the fuck alone or be a bitch to me, whatever i dont care, im gonna take zacks advice and be nice no matter what. i saw chris, he cut all his hair off its looks pretty good, hmmmm... chris+dave=???? then i went and today im going somewhere anywhere i dont care.. anywhere but here! im rich! see ya!

JAz